June 1977
Here is one from my first journal. The sketch isn't much to brag about, but I'm immediately
transported back to my solo night on the top of Pine Ridge near Prineville,
Oregon. I'd always wanted to spend a
night alone in the 'woods.' The spot I
picked wasn't woods, but rather the wind swept top of a ridge in the high
desert of eastern Oregon. It wasn't a
long hike in, maybe an hour of slow, steep climbing. Once on top I found a snug spot somewhat
sheltered from the wind by boulders, and next to a gnarly ponderosa pine. Supper that night was a steak grilled over a
little fire (see the hand held grill I'm carrying), raw carrots and bread. Probably an apple too. I remember the carrot, but not the
apple. I look at the sketch and I know immediately I
was wearing the knit hat my parents brought back from Europe.
The high desert is chilly at night, but I knew that. The one
heavy thing I brought was a good sleeping bag.
No tent. During the night a great
horned owl flew into the tree above me and hooted. What more could I ask for?
Early 1990s: I
already had the scan and didn't even go to my notes for an exact date.
I'm just over a slight rise in the Lamar Valley of
Yellowstone. Even though I'm relatively
close to the road, I'm out of sight and feel as though I have the whole,
wide-open valley to myself. Just moments
after dropping into my own little world, I realized I was not alone. Mr. badger -- he was big, I do think it was a
male -- was watching me from his pile of freshly dug dirt.
Badger turned and dug some more, great gobs of dirt flying
into the wind. Soon he turned to watch
me again. I hadn't moved. He watched and watched and finally decided to
nap a little while he half kept an eye on things -- my chance to sketch. In my mind I still see the dirt on his nose
and the wind ruffling his long hair. .... and the delicious feeling of being
one with nature.
1997: Yellowstone --
By now I was writing better notes. These
are only slight edited:
1:45
PM: Arrived at sandhill crane nest just
south of Twin Lakes. Some of last night’s snow still clings on the north
side. She sleeps lightly, frequently
glancing about. She watches warily as a
bald eagle soars over. Three Canada
geese behind her crane their necks tracking the eagle. The sandhill is pulling reeds into the nest.
2:05 PM: She (?) stands and bugles several times. Her mate has arrived. Both bugle.
This small valley resonates with their calls. The “arriver” reaches down with its long bill
and gently rolls the pale, lightly mottled egg.
One egg: large and shiny as if
wet.
One crane
passes nearby pieces of tule (bullrush) to the other; the second crane tucks it into the nest. Three or four pieces and that’s enough. As the first crane walks off, it picks up and
tosses more pieces of reed to the crane on the nest. The new crane rolls the egg again and starts
to settle down onto it. Ouch! That position isn't quite right. He (?) stands again and attempts to
turn. He is standing on his own
foot! First it must untangle its toes,
then settle down again. With his back to
us, he tries again, but that isn’t right either. He (?) stands and pivots to the right and
settles for a third time. Better. 2:20 PM:
He preens on the nest. Still one
dab of snow unmelted on the nest. More
is falling, but it’s not sticking.
2:25 PM:
Stands, then eases down and sits on his (?) elbows and looks around. I think he is trying to find a solution to
this lumpy problem.
2:30
PM: Still sitting on his elbows. He(?) is pumping, sort of deep breathing?
2:32
PM: She just laid an egg! Damn.
I missed the actual egg laying by a hair. I was busy drawing her head. I looked back to the crane and saw she was
standing over two eggs. The new one is a little darker and perhaps has
just a tad of blood on it. Damn! Damn!
Damn! I should of, could of, seen
that egg pop out, but of course I’d never get any drawing done if I watched
every single moment. And Dale was taking
a break (napping) too.
Next day:
I’m still
kicking myself for yesterday’s lapse in brain function. My gray cells weren’t firing on all four
cylinders. Both Dale and I made a faulty
assumption that the new crane on the nest was the male and it didn’t cross my
mind to reconsider it .. and then I didn’t bother to wake Dale when the crane
sat there on her lower legs evidencing unusual behavior.
Oct 2001: Itasca State Park, headwaters of the Mississippi, Minnesota:
I look at these leaves woven together and remember how the
ground at Itasca State Park was carpeted with leaves. They were still dry and crackled when I
walked on them. Many still hung onto
their fall colors. I'd been living in
the West and almost forgot how many deciduous trees grow in the Midwest. We
camped there hoping to hear loons calling.
We did see one loon, but it didn't call.
It was the leaves that were memorable.
Mar 13, 2010: Lagoon Campground, Oregon Coast, Oregon:
We've
come to Lagoon Oxbow again, hoping to find the great blue heron.
"Too many dogs (2) and people (6) today, but other
birds were good to us. I was phising
some wrentits ('phising' is birder talk for making little squeaky noises). When I decided to try a new sound, a quiet
"click", as if I was saying giddyup to a miniature horse. Zoom!
I got dive-bombed by a midget. It
took me a few minutes to verify I had upset a rufous humming bird. I didn't think he would have come north yet,
but there he sits in a gnarly shore pine.
Many years ago the top broke out of the tree and now a tangle of
branches has grown a-new. His favorite
resting spot is a thin wisp of a twig.
He fluffs and calls, and flutters his wings; then flies off, soon to be
back. I'm sketching quickly and then
I'll move off to finish the details. "
.... isn't that a wonderful tidbit to remember!
This little 'field sketch' is an odd one. I was watching Cornell Lab's live web cam of a
great blue heron nest. Their camera was
so good I sketched a series of the herons and their nest. To me they still qualify as field sketches. I may have been much cozier sketching in front
of my computer, but it was still life happening in real time in front of my
eyes. I was closer to the nest than I ever could be
in the wild. I ended up writing two blog
posts about the nest (see April 2012).
On my last sketch I wrote:
"End of my day -- nearly 3 AM for the herons. They are sleeping now, but often busy during
the night -- preening; egg rolling; even; copulated again. Female on the eggs. The male's plume is straight up because he
has his head tucked while he sleeps.
Time for me to sleep too."
Thank u for sharing the important and precious diary, Elva. Your writing and drawings are full of love for creatures. Best wishes, Sadami
ReplyDeleteHi Sadami ... thank you. Yes, I have a great love for creatures.
DeleteWhat a fascinating post Elva, thank you for sharing all your memories with us. It's really interesting to see how you've evolved artistically as well as the evolution in your notemaking. I am inspired to try and write more in my sketchbooks now!
ReplyDeleteHi Valerie ... for me the words are as important as the sketches. Together they make the whole.
DeleteWhat a fascinating post Elva, thank you for sharing all your memories with us. It's really interesting to see how you've evolved artistically as well as the evolution in your notemaking. I am inspired to try and write more in my sketchbooks now!
ReplyDeleteWhat a great read and such fabulous memories along with your beautiful sketches. Many thanks!!
ReplyDeleteLove these memories....keep going...
ReplyDeleteOh, what a treasure is your field journal. It is exquisite to look at, and especially important in how it brings you back to your meaningul life experiences. Thank you for sharing...
ReplyDeleteWhat a treasure your journals are. Fun seeing the older ones.
ReplyDeleteLove the crane, it's simplicity is pure.
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